08/11/2010 ♥

2011-03-29T19:46:00.002+08:00

walked to school with hubby today :DDD after school went out with caroline , yuqing and cassandra then yuqing ps us ! ))); cos she wan go gym with her fren )): then lily , cas and me went to daiso at ssc to buy felt , cotton all that cos tmr we will be making handi-crafts ! hehe i cant wait ! (: but i not sure wat i wan to make and idk how to sew things ! i scared tmr i sew till very ugly :X hehe will try my best ! if not caroline they all will laugh at me :/

2011-03-26T17:20:00.004+08:00

haven been blogging for a very very long time :/
and since i dun have anything to do
so i decide to write a post ! (:

school is okayy this few days !
i like my class alot ! (:
though i used to dislike it. :X
school wasnt as boring as before
as there's some jokers in our class
that really brightens up our day !
their jokes makes me laugh till my cheek hurts alot
but i didnt pay much attention in class
and my common test results is like very CMI
i got 2 u's ! D;
shall work harder next time (:
i used to think that days passes by very slowly
and 24 hours is too much for a day
but after i got him with me
i really think that 24 hours a day is not enough ):
how i hope i wont get tired
so that i wont have to sleep
and i will be able to accompany him
day and night!
now , i find myself racing against time everyday.
time passes by in a blink of an eye
and once it passes u can nvr get it back
so from now on i wont wan to waste any of my time (:
i wan to spend the time that i have happily (:
TOHJINGYUAN , I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER !

2011-01-04T22:35:00.002+08:00

today is the first day of school !!

went to meet my dearest then go to school tgt

hehe!! I LOVE YOU DARLING !

school was okayy ! (:

the weather was okayy (:

and my mood was okayy too :D

gonna on to study mood soon !

needa start paying attention in class le

cant play and slack le !!

JIAYOU !!

hehe !

will be gg to school tgt with him everyday ((:

love him lots !!!

its gonna be our 2nd month soon C;

this saturday!

gonna make it a very memorable one !!

but he got cip program in the morning till 1pm ):

so sad.. )):

but its alright , i'll wait till its after 1 (:

and i'll meet him!

loves !!!

2010-11-10T01:16:00.001+08:00

2010-11-10T00:25:00.008+08:00

went out with caroline

on : 091110 !

did quite alot of things!!

took photos and neoprints :DD

went to eat at 313 (:
i've always been hoping to go there :D

haha !

caroline liked that place alot (:

i ate carbonara pasta

lily ate seafood anglio olio C:

when we first went in

we were the first customers

its like we've booked the whole place

cos it was still early that time (:

when we were having our dessert

we saw 1 guy taking out his iphone taking picture of us ?!

at first we thought he taking picture of the shop!

then suddenly he took out his nikon camera

and started taking photos i guess !!

haha !! damn funny de !!

couldnt stop laughing that time

kept covering my face also

the person super weird !! haha (:

after eating we went wandering around

then got 1 person dk ask us thing luhh

then took our no. all that

super shock luhh .

haha !

and on the way walking there

i almost step on a dead bird )):

i didnt see it at first!! :x

then wanted to go far east at first

but decided to go wheel lock instead

and we saw byran :/

dk if he got saw us anot

haha !!

saw a toy thats really cute !

i go kiss the toy when its not even mine :X

then we went to shaw house

cos anqi is working there !! (:

didnt see her for a very long time le )):

but saw her today (:

she didnt change (((;

haha !!

then after awhile jiu went home le

2010-11-09T01:44:00.003+08:00

hahaha (:
HAD A SUPER GREAT DAY TODAY !!!! :D
JINGYUAN , I SUPER LOVE YOU MANZXC !
I'M REALLY TOUCHED BY WAT U DID (:
I ♥ THE CARD ALOTZXC
I ♥ THE SWEET ALOTZXC TOO
THANK YOU FOR BEING SO SWEET
AND THANK YOU
FOR PUTTING IN EFFORT
TO DO THAT FOR ME !
i hope somehow you'll read this !
really thank you for everything (:
you made me had a very memorable birthday ((:
i will nvr ever forget this dayy !!!
pls stay by my side forever !! :X

i can still rmb my birthday last year !
its a super funny one !!
i could die due to laughing
whenever i thought abt it ! (:
those that we're with me should know wat had happen ((:

but it seems to me like
my birthday gets more and more memorable each year !!
i'm so looking forward to next year's one alrdy !!
will have to wait for another 365 days !
i mean 364 days as its alrdy 1 day after my birthday
should slowly count down till then

i'll nvr gonna forget this year's 081110 ♥

2010-11-06T02:27:00.003+08:00

its kinda late now ..
and idk why
i cant sleep !!
i've been lying on my bed
from 11 plus but cant seem to fall asleep
i'm in pain everywhere ! ):
i'm aching everywhere ! ):
i'm really tired !
but i cant sleep !
maybe cos of my sorethroat ! WTH ! ):
well its 6 nov
2 more days to my birthday (((:
but the sad thing is that
I'M SICK !
i'll be missing out lots of things
i guess ):
i hope i will recover tmr !!
i'm looking forward to 8 nov (;
but maybe not
cos its like maybe he'll celebrate it with me
and maybe not..
its hard to say now
idk whyyy !
hope it'll be okayy real soon!!!
today , i mean ytd .

many things occured ..
good & bad ..
haha

*dear throat,
pls be good and recover ASAP!
stop hurting so much !
and rmb to bring my voice back soon ! (:
and stop falling ill so easily! *

2010-11-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

i wasnt late for school today (:
thumbs up ! :D
when i reach my class
teacher haven come ..
dk why today during maths lesson
i super hungry luhh..
wanted to eat sweet de
then teacher saw ! :C
tell me to keep ,
then tell me to do homework ):
dun hate maths as much as before le
after school went to eat
i ate alot !
OH MY TIAN !!!
i know i'm gonna put on weight
cos holiday i always eat alot )))));
then after eating went to find nicholas
with ebelle and eunice
to play poker cards ! wth !
i played ebelle phone de game..
then i play until i damn stress !
i think alot of my brain cells die lorh
cant think !! :X
played the two player game with eunice
keep lose also !
cos i too slow !!! )':
should play more next time
cos practice makes perfect :D

didnt see him today )))));
wanna see him soon
misses him damn lots !!!

2010-11-02T21:14:00.002+08:00

school will end at 4nov (:
late for school for 2 days :X
didnt do much in school also..
i wan my holiday now !!
hate school !!
today , when i step into my class
teacher asked me
why do i look so depressed today ?
i didnt answer :X
i was thinking , i look depressed everyday de wat!
class wasnt as boring as before (:
and idk why
the time in class now seems to pass much faster
though its much longer than usual
the good thing is that school ends at 1130 :D
haha (:
i'm really looking forward to next monday (((((:
well, i guess
thats all :X

2010-10-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

woke up at 6:30 today
but dk why i fall asleep
then didnt go to school
woke up again at 8plus like that
was texting
then fell asleep again !
woke up again at around 10plus.. ):
will go to school tmr de (:
cos i miss him too much le :/
well, i know he misses me just as much :X

2010-10-25T22:34:00.003+08:00

ytd went out with my husband ! :D
went to watch movie !
watched the child's eye
i very scared luh ! );
my husband hug me throughout
the movie (((((((((:
:X :X :X :X
LOVE HIM LOTS & LOTS !

today my husband very sad!
cos i was late for school ,
then he didnt get to see me today
and i nvr see him also :C
i know he will miss me alot!!
and i miss him too!

laogong , ni yao mei tian xiang wo (:
and must faster recover from your cough okayy ?! (:

2010-10-24T00:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGYUAN ! C:
WO AI NI , LAOGONG !!
MUACKS ! ♥
another few more hours ,
and i will be able to see him le ! :D
hehe :X
WO AI TA ALOT MANZXC !
though he sometimes very xiao hai zi etc
but i still love everything abt him (:
though sometimes we may quarrel ,
but still love him as much!
he's the one that is always always there for me
no matter wat !!
hahaha!
6 months before ,
i didnt know him ..
but between this 5 months
from just normal frens to more than frens . (:
its just incredible !
we actually fell for each other ! :X
though we might not know each other for a very very long time
but i'm sure that I LOVE HIM AND NO ONE ELSE !

i wonder if you'll be touched after reading this :X

2010-10-21T17:58:00.002+08:00

got back all my exams results le :/
did really badly :C
cos i didnt studied much.
failed 3 subjects
: maths , history & science !
idk wat subject i can take next year :(
got some math thing this morning ! :/
damn bored .
didnt get to do anything ..
very pissed off today :X
i hate school alot !!!!!! );
went northpoint after school
went to eat
then dk why saw till jamie and bernice !
when i see them i damn shocked !
then caroline saw her also
i sian diao luh , when i see her !
damn suay..
omg..
then cas they all keep laugh :/
headed home after that ..

idk why will things turn out this way ! D;
i hate it this way ....

2010-10-18T23:01:00.003+08:00

got t-shirt making today and last friday :D
damn sian , my t-shirt same as lowis D;
very angry at him :/
got back science paper !
2nd worse in class :X
30/100 onlyy ! :(
i think i'm gonna fail all my subjects !
haha ! :/
damn sad lehh , i worse than my fren! );
bought contacts lens todayy
purple de , then went fren's house
play L4D ! :P
very hard to control :C
then i keep scream :X
went home around 6 :D

haha..
ytd i slept around 6 plus in the evening
then sleep till 11 plus !
then sleep again from 1 plus
but i woke up at 5 plus :X
sleep alot
hehe
i very happy ...
cos sat and sunday
went chalet then very tired
haha
had lots of fun :)

i ♥ jingyuan :X
i miss u lots !! D;

2010-10-13T19:14:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA !
exams end le ! :D
ytd jiu last day le :D
today and tmr marking day :)
today : 13/10/10
went out with fren to orchard
hahahaha .
took neoprint ,
go shopping ,
go eat etc etc
saw some ppl that i didnt wan to see
while shopping :/ damn suay !
then dj saw 2 angmoh when we were at thr mrt station
then he say "hey white guys"
then he walk away
then the 2 angmoh look at me and my fren the they wave and said hi !
very shuai lehh :X
but they wore sunglasses in the mrt !
so weird ! :/
tmr gg out with caroline :D
i think gg orchard again !! :X
hahh . i came home broke :C
sadded :[
haha ! :D
EOY end liao :D
can slack all day le (: (: (:

2010-10-09T14:34:00.002+08:00

exams are ending soon le :>
left 2 more papers to go !!
MT & ENG
haha !
most probably will fail
all my subjects bahh :C
cos i alot all anyhow do de !
i in holiday mood liao lorh
before exam i jiu holiday mood le lorh ! :X
sure fail alot subjects de luh!
i nvr even studied !
wth !
hehe !
nvm , wats done cnnt be undone
shall hope for the worse.. :/

2010-10-01T18:58:00.003+08:00

end of year exam
start le !
today was my first paper !
MT paper 1 !
i think i will do quite well ba .
cnnt concentrate in studying :C
i scared i retain !!!!!!!!!
i dun wan retain ! :C
haha.
today , i reach school
saw mr seet !
he said "happy children day"
to me ! :D
haha ! then i said "i not children le"
he said "but u still like a small girlgirl"
haha (: i smiled my way through !
then after that
not long after i reach school ,
joscelin gave me sweet (:
which kept my hunger away !
though its just little actions and words
but it really cheered me up :D

i'm so confused!
why does it have to turn up like this ! :C
wat do u wan me to do ?!
put yourself in my shoes
if you're me , will u still do that ?

2010-09-29T23:04:00.002+08:00

why must things end up like this !
i can't stand myself !
oh my tian !
i'm just no different from those ppl!
all these incident
make me hate myself even more
i'm just another promise breaker !
i've broke all our promise
which i thought i could hold onto.
well , all those that would meant to be
wont be meant to be anymore .
i hate this life
i hate this me
i hate everything .
ohh well. oh well.
shall stop all these though
i didnt wan to forget .

2010-09-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

woke up late today
late for school
cher confiscated my phone !
didnt wan to return me ..
haha..
dk when can get back
well, without my phone
equals no alarm
no mirror etc etc :C
haish !!!
exams are on this friday !
sian !
haven studied :X

2010-09-27T17:36:00.002+08:00

was abit moody today :/
but i'm fine after that (;
idk why,
but i kept shouting during D&T lesson today !
got scolded by miss isma
cos i eat sweet in class ! WTH !
then she tell me go out of the class
then i go lorh
i thought can skip maths lesson
but unfortunately not
she told me to empty my mouth :C
then i didnt get to finish the sweet :C
then cher tell me to sweep the floor :/
i purposely sweep very slow !
then i managed to skip maths for awhile ...
after school went to eat etc etc !!
hehe ! :X

2010-09-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

): exams are coming le !
haven started studying yet :X
sure will fail alot subjects de :C
hahh ..
well.. should start studying le bah
though i'm super lazy
whenever it comes to studying !
I'M SO GONNA FAIL MATHS !!
haha ! :X
hate school alot !
its getting worse everyday ! :/

2010-09-16T23:24:00.003+08:00

MR BLAIR IS SUPER HOT !
he's the new ang moh teacher in our school !
super super shuai !
he is 10 years older than me !
i am like crazy over him manzxc
i see him
i very excited !
(:
i wan to try to talk to him lehh !
i wan stalk him !
i wan get a photo of him !
i even said ,
if Mr Blair's photo is place on the teachers photo thingy there
i will take down the photo and keep it for myself !
:X
haha ! i think alot of girls also will like that :C
hahh.. :C
i wan him be my teacher
my co-form teacher !
ROARRS!
i hope he'll notice me someday !
hopefully i can get to know him
and talk to him ! :X
lots of girls in our school
is crazy over him manzxc !
so jealous ! D;

2010-09-09T14:44:00.002+08:00

OMG !
holidays are ending soon !
and i've not sone my homework!
and lots of other things !
and exams are coming alrdy!
have left with less than a month to study !
must buck up now
or i'll fail badly !
i'll start studying soon bah (:

2010-09-05T00:10:00.002+08:00

went out to eat just now
(:
my cousin sibei cute can !
like OMG !
how can there be such cute ppl de
she asks alot of questions !
that i cant answer.
one of the question:
she asked
:why my fren say i look like barbie doll?
do i look like a statue ?
i was like laughing luh
even one 6 year old could talk like an adult lehh
she says thing that is very unbelievable luh
and before we ate dinner
she sing grace and its like very cute !!
after dinner
i went to her house
then played with her (:
damn cute luhh .
see her action can laugh like hell de :D
i really love kids now !
though they may be irritating but
they are super cute :D

2010-09-03T19:53:00.002+08:00

ROARRS !
was late for school today );
but it wasnt a bad thing actually
even though i also got attire check
when i was late ! D;
teacher say my skirt was too short
but i didnt even fold luh ! wth !
then went back to class
but classmates were not in class yet
so waited outside my class.
then saw jingyuan .
sibei shocked luh!
then like very ps also ! :X
then school lorh.
not very sian luh
then maths was the last period !
WTF!
damn sian de luhh !!
i hate maths ALOT !!
need ppl to teach me !! :C
got my report book
and my result was "awesome"
got bad to worse ! :/
wats gg on manzxc :C

subject : marks; grade
english : 69 ; 3
chinese : 90 ; 1
maths : 28 ; U
science : 52 ; 5
history : 62 ; 4
lit : 88 ; 1
d&t : 45 ; U

results is getting worse !!! D;
got two U now ! wth ! :C
must study hard this holiday !
well, i hope i'll study !

2010-08-31T20:56:00.002+08:00

got teachers day celebration today!
went to school.
still wasnt feeling well yet :/
got aces day work-out today .
then was recess.
saw MR COSGROVE in the morning !
and i realised i nvr buy present give him :C
very sad !
Mr Cosgrove super cute de manzxc!!
my ou xiang !!
hope he'll be my teacher for the rest of my life !
wanted to take photo with him de
but didnt :C
then my school got give award to the teachers
then mr philip ng got get award !
if byran was not suspended
sure at there disiao him
sure will at there "arghh" de
then after school ..
went to amk.
ate there .
shop awhile .
then take bus go home
took 169.
slept in the bus for awhile
then reach interchange waited for 811
in the interchange
saw colin , justin,jonathan and kelvin they all
then they walking to my direction :/
then my bus came
and they stare at me ! so scary luh!
then i went up the bus
they all like stunned.. haha!
then i just went home lorh
nvr go back naval base :C abit sad luh!
thats all bah !
*I LOVE DEAR MORE THAN MY HUSBAND ! * :X

2010-08-30T21:40:00.002+08:00

woke up today
and found out that
i'm still having a sorethroat :C
went to school!
almost late !
but managed to rush and was not late :D
then it was D&T
waah. damn sian !
and very sick !
keep wan vomit and very giddy
didnt do my d&t stuffs
cos i dun dare do
i scared cut my hand etc
so i just sit there
then cassandra help me cut the wood and everything !!
love her manzxc!!
hehe
went back to class
and it was locked no key in.
then i throw in my bag from window :/
cos really not feeling well mahh
so didnt care that much le lorh
then recess
eat until very xinku luh
then maths very sian
teacher punish me
cos i nvr do homework :X
then she ask me to stand when i'm sick !!!! D;
khairul spoke up to teacher telling her i was sick
then stupid teacher ask him to stand also !
wth ! damn bad !
anw class was fun today !!
khairul was super funny today !
and byran was not here :D
sibei happy
nobody disturb me !! :D
hope he dun come forever
and also i become more tanned cos of the sentosa that day D;
roarr );
sunday ! gg east coast park with the frens (:
cant wait !
friday maybe gg play pool with them bah
not sure yet
tmr gg back primary school (:
woahh ! (:

2010-08-29T19:38:00.002+08:00

yesterday !!
went to sentosa (:
with jiahui,elizabeth,desmond,jonathan,qi de and jun liang!!
sibei fun manzxc!!
laugh until i die !
saw 1 very cute de dog !
its like very small luh!
super cute de.
the owner throw ball then
the dog go catch
then dog go into the water
its like very cute uh!! :D
i got sun burn ):
didnt play at the water
cos of some reasons !
byran dun wan me play at water also
scared i drown then he nobody bully ! :/
haha! he's suspended until next week!
*clapps*
then went vivo to eat !
then headed back to khatib!
then went to elizabeth house
jiahui headed home
then left me, jonathan,desmond, qi de and jun liang
and elizabeth
but she sick so she went to rest in her room
then we all sibei tired!!
i was lying on the sofa like half dead luh !
then was discussing where to go next week ! (:
cant wait for next week!
today.
didnt go out .
unfortunately was sick ! :C
was ask to go out to play pool with them
but nvr go
sick! so stay at home !
and i haven done my homework! :X

2010-08-26T20:17:00.004+08:00

went to school..
when i woke up today.
i was having a terrible headache :C
then very very pain.
then alot of things luh
wasnt late for school..
Mr Cosgrove was quite angry with our class :/
he hardly gets angry
but then he like very pissed off with our class..
hahh..
my class dk why now alot of problems :(
dk wats happening luh !
then during literature lesson
took photos with caroline
in class! :D
teacher didnt notice ! haha !
then went to LG!
wasnt that fun.
was too lazy to do anything
and hor i dun like the game
cos its kinda unfair.. some how :/
headed home with yuqing
saw jiahui,elizabeth (:
haha ! idk whether i should go sentosa with them anot :C

2010-08-25T18:37:00.002+08:00

i woke up late today
but i wasnt late !!! :D
cos i chiong..
then went to school!
then today .
got history test , i think can pass bah !
then my phone sot diao le :C
cnnt send sms all that :C
waah. i think i can die lorhh!
super sad!
but then cassandra lent me her phone
to sms during school hours ! :D
haha!
didnt have much fun today ..
too tired to do anything lorh..
i wanna slack and sleep
whole day at home !
*hope that my phone will be alright soon! :/ *

2010-08-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

school sucks !
went to school !
and gosh! i was late ..
haha!
i hate school alot !
i hate homework even more !
i almost died in school today !
lucky , i wasnt
or i'll not be here !
after school went northpoint
blahblahblah
went home .

sometimes.
i hope i am as pretty as some other girls!!!
i hope i can have lots and lots of money
for me to spend !
i hope i can be the smartest person in my class!!!
i hope that everything in my life ,
will go like how every other girls does.
how i hope troubles nvr even exist !!

i'm tired , i'm emptied!
i'm missing u again!! D;

2010-08-03T21:52:00.002+08:00

today!
school was quite fun (:
and hor!
the sad thing was
kittinat and lowis took my phone
and they run to boys toilet
(byran also have uh)
then they go read my sms! ):
then saw all my last time sms
cos it was very sweet dun bear to delete!
waah! then i super ps
no face liao
then byran they all saw i sms ********
then they keep go say me
then they use my phone sms him sia
they sent some crap
wth! then i very angry D;
then after that jiu okay le
but they keep di siao me
then they go his class then shout my name
i tell them i and him normal fren
then they dun believe me
then now so many ppl know
so paiseh!
then his class ppl come my class ask who is qianwei!
waah, now alot of problem );
then after school.
i went to back gate to take mrt with yuqing and russell
to meet herron
then at back gate there
saw him and his fren
then they di siao me:/
but i didnt care and pretended to hear nth :D
they all talk crap only lorh
then on the mrt
russell and yuqing keep argue
super funny !!
then waited for herron at clarke quay
then saw him
he wear until very smart
he didnt go to school
cos he got piano test or sth piano thing luh
then we went to the sticky shop
saw how they make the sweet
was like so cool uh
then went to pei russell to eat cos
he very hungry, but no one else wanted to eat
then he dun wan eat alone
so didnt eat
then went to walk
and herron and russell ate subway
then they purposely keep tempt me ):
but i got self-control! *clapps!*
then russell save his subway cookie for me till i break fast :D
so touched!
then herron gave me sweets too
then we decided to headed back
and went to amk
for the koi cafe cos yuqing want drink ?
then we all headed there
woahh! :D and herron treated us lehh!
so good! :D
he bought for me caramel milk tea :D
alot of pearl eh
i chew until i headache! D;
then drink until i want vomit :X
cos i dun really like milk
then i told herron i cnnt finish
then he say nvm, tell me dun force myself to drink
so in the end i threw it away
very guilty can!
but then he nvr scold me C:
then he help me drink
but he drink abit only
cos he also drink until very full :X
then he headed home (:
and that stupid train broke down
from yio chu kang to khatib
it stopped for more than 7 times
then i was very pissed off
and i feel like vomitting
but lucky i didnt
then yuqing sent me home (:
ya lorh.. today jiu shi zhe yang lorh (:
hehe!

2010-08-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

first day of work today (:
saw someone working with me
that looks like liuqian!!! :D
but i didnt say
but after work i told caroline!
and she think so too!
woahh!! HAHA!
very tiring can
but very fun (:
hehe..
then today woke up at 7plus
to prepare everything
then left for work (:
alot of things happen uh
dk how to say also.
then haven do all my homework etc
tmr teacher sure scold.
hahh. i no mood for anything lorh.
i wan sleep whole day
i wan quit school
i wan rot at home till i die :/
haha (:
ROARR!

2010-07-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

woke up today
and realised that i've overslept! :/
actually i woke up early then
i somehow go back sleep :X
heheh. sleep until 6.45!
but lucky nvr late for school
cos i rush all that mahh (:
then when i walking to school
saw jingyuan
though he quite far from me. haha
then went to class
dk why very moody today
then aiya alot of things luh
outreach wasnt gg well! :C
very sad..
feel very hopeless and tired lorh.
then in class.
byran and khairul keep bully ME :(
but khairul very funny
but he keep say wan cut my hair then i very scared!
then went for AMAZON LIFEGROUP!
very fun ! though tiring ..

*tsk!! KAT-TUN without AKANISHI JIN? *
*wat crap is this!!! ROARR! *

2010-07-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

went to school today
without most of my textbooks etc
lazy bring cos very heavy
then teacher sa wan call my parent
cos i nvr do homework also :X
dk why i like suddenly very rebellious.
tsk! why like that !?
alot of homework still not done yet
alot of things not done yet
then this week need lead outreach! :]
so cool lehh :) hehh ..
Zzz. i very tired!
24 hour a day is not enough!! ROARR!!
alot of things need do
but then not enough time :C
OMG!
now got so many test coming!
and and and!
i haven study!
too lazy :X
ahhhh!
idk wat to do :C

2010-07-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

had a great sense of achievement today! :D
i grew taller by 2 cm now 1.51 liao :D
hehe!
and i didnt grow fatter :X
even though i thought i grew fatter!
weight is 36.8kg nvr fat lehh C:
so happy manzxc!
but then in school very sian sia
today, lucky nvr late for school!
then first period was P.E
didnt play, only take height and weight
then see ebelle they all play basketball
i & caroline cheer for ebelle leh :D
and byran very pro can!!
then MT
i got do work in class leh
first one to finish!
then i very happy.
then byran tell me dun pro! :C
then byran these few days keep on bully me
he dk pop the tissue paper thing at me
then my ear like gg go deaf lorh!
really lehh! will go deaf de
if not then he keep on litter
if not then paste thing at ppl.
wth!
then during lit..
teacher ask us wat if we have leukimia
( i forget how to spell)
then wat if i only had 3 months to live
then this really struck my mind luh
i was like ..
if i only had 3 months to live
most probably
i will cry throughout the 3 months :C
haha. and there will be alot of things that i wont be able to do
or fulfil!
if i had 3 months only.
i will be dead by semptember
and i wont be able to be a shepherd
see how i look like when i grow up
celebrate birthday all that lehh
and i will miss out alot..
waah. when i think of it
i very scared then wan to cry
but luckily i still got more than 3 months to live bah
should be luh!
haha!
then blahblahblah
assembly today
got performance for youth day de :D
then mengwee got perform!
he play the clairinet!!!
so long nvr see him play liao
cos i not in band le
then i keep see.
very nice sia
he looks so nice when he is playing the clairinet!!!
but then caroline say he getting uglier liao (sth like that)
then NCC got perform also
then ahmad got perform sio!
so shuai also
he like super pro can
and he looks the best
with the ncc uniform can!
is like he quite well build lehh!
caroline also say he shuai lorh!
then he turn the rifle then like so cool!
waah!
he in my class but i nvr knew he so shuai!
haha! but i nvr fall for him or mengwee hor
just thing nice only :>
******* i'm still faithful to u luh! :D
wont look at others de (:
hehe

2010-06-29T22:57:00.002+08:00

today!
school was super fun!
my class like become more united liao :D
is like 1 for all and all for 1 lehh
super love my class now!
my class now everyday super fun de
and we know when to have fun
when to pay attention!
so happy lorh
my class finally become matured liao
not like last time no peace de!
but now we like abit more guai liao
then hor
today brandon (kohei) give me
winnie the pooh keychain lehh
super sweet lorh
then i not close to him lehh
then he brought it from japan disneyland lehh!
so honoured sia
he brought for 4 ppl
and i am 1 of them :D
he brought for jiayi and syazana cos they ask him buy thing for them
then as for me and caroline is he randomly pick de bah!
waah! must thank him tmr!
haha!

2010-06-28T22:46:00.003+08:00

today.
school reopen le :C
ytd day night
i slept at 2plus gg to 3
cos i cnnt sleep
i lie down on my bed, with lights off at 11:30
but i kept toss around cnnt sleep.
then lie down on my bed,kept changing positions
but still cnnt sleep :X
then woke up at 6:45am
which is very late (super late)
cos i'm suppose to meet anqi they all at 6:50
but i didnt..
late for school also :C
everything isnt gg smoothly today :(
idk why
super suay today
after school went to take 812
wanted to go AI at first to outreach
then take until half anqi say no need le
then me yuqing and caroline take 1 big round.
back to interchange again ==
then meet anqi
went to eat,ate very fast then feel like vomiting
then went popular to buy stuffs
and saw alot of north abs girls (:
then went ishi mura
wrote cards
only managed to finish writting 1 card
which is to megan
i wrote super long can
hmm, went home with yuqing and sichen and jingyu
yuqing pei me wait for bus chat with her
and tell her lots of things
but still. very troubled
heartbroken lehh..
can i sleep then dun get to wake up?
its like things peircing through can?
super tong ku!
until i like wan die liao
just that i'm putting a strong front
(i'm good at it) :D
stupid me,
shouldnt have expected so much from ta
well qianwei! stop dreaming
need wake up face reality liao!!
haha!
sounds easy hor
but actually super hard
its like sad whole day
then when u sleep
somehow can no need think for that period of time
but wake up i'll find out that
actually, the pain is still there
and starting to hurt even more..
i think i should try wat jingyuan ask me to ba
let go bah.. but how?
wo bu hui!!
bu then jiu shi ai dao hen xin ku.
strong front! letting go!dun think so much le ba!
zou yi bu kan yi bu bah! :C
wo yao ku le luh
jin tian wan shan bu yong sui le..

2010-06-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

today stayed at home whole day
woke up at 2 plus today
then watch tv all that
didnt visit bernard
cos anqi dun let
then today i eat ice-cream
even though i got cough etc(:
then my house
suddenly got alot of things to eat lehh
very happy :D
tmr gg waterfront park!
sure very fun de
heard from ppl there alot of things :D
looking forward to it
very excited sia!!!!
yuqing say no food for me tmr :C
i'm gonna starve to death :C
so kelian!
haha!
gg out with aaron
next week or next next week!!
cos he gg tetiary liao
so sad can!
hmm. gg eat with him
then go watch movie
haha!
school gg to reopen le
and i haven do hwk
die!!! D:
jingyuan say i fierce :C
dk why.
hahaha.
and jingyuan keep on injured himself
very worried abt him lehh!
must faster recover!
and i miss my *******!!!
haha!
gg sleep soon liao!
blog again tmr!
:D
and kame really super shuai!
even jamie also say he shuai can!!
haish.. jin only coming back at oct still so long ...

2010-06-23T19:14:00.003+08:00

haha!
i now learning how to sing
GOING, NO MORE PAIN & SWEET!
super nice can!
but then lyric very difficult :C
going and no more pain dun have jin
cos akanishi jin now in LA
then the new album dun have him
haha! then now most shuai is still kame
then second is maru cos jin not there
kame's hair very nice in no more pain pv
but then in going abit weird
kame's solo SWEET
very nice lorh
i see the translation of the song
waah super nice can
is abt wat couples all that do
very nice
i listen until wanna cry!!

the translation is this!!
The time that I first spent with the sweet/lovable/doting you
Even till now it shines like a light deep inside my heart
In the middle of the night,
speed and slip out onto the streets in a car,
without anyone knowing Taking you out to a secret place,
things have begun Together (2 of us)
simply not letting (our) sweet and dissolvable love spill,
not even a little of it
In the midst of the starry sky,
(my) kiss met yours Hand in Hand,
the lingering warmth that we felt,
the feelings that we have ascertained
Let's engrave all these onto our hearts and close our eyes
Under the glistening sunlight, narrowing (your) eyes,
I kissed you Somehow (subconsciously) ,
I hugged you,
who was blushing and looking at meGripping (my heart) ,
I ignored things like the needle of the clock (ticking away) and only searched for you
Even the light surrounded the both of us, smiling (at us)
Together (2 of us) let's love each other to the extent of endlessness*,
hug each other to the extent that it hurts
Under the lights, mine and yours, both our kisses met
Hand in Hand, the lingering warmth that we felt,
the feelings that we have ascertained
Let's engrave all these onto our hearts and close our eyes
Even though time that has gone by would not return
My feelings about you will not fade away;
from now on it will also remain this way
Together (2 of us) simply not letting (our) sweet and dissolvable love spill,
not even a little of it In the midst of the starry sky,
(my) kiss met yours Hand in Hand, the lingering warmth that we felt,
the feelings that we have ascertained
We will not forget, the sweet time that we will spend together ahead

haha. i just copy and paste :X

2010-06-22T19:08:00.003+08:00

hahaha!!
i'm back from north camp! :D
really enjoyed myself.
super duper fun manzxc!!!
and the best thing is that God spoke to me
and reminded me alot of things.
we slept in double decker rooms
actually sleeping with megan (side by side)
then yuqing took megan's bed
then i gave my bed to anqi
cos she no bed
then i go sleep with megan
sleep tgt in 1 bed (:
i sleep until half then like gg fall off de bed lorh!
then megan also no space
super funny lorh!
then second day
got games then got water bomb
then cant play :(
very sad lorh
then i and jingyu
play catching.
cos nth to do then dun wan see them play
cos will very bu shuang
then after that
bathe then brenda keep on rush us
then jingyu drop my phone
then now alot of cracks
but nvm luh (:
then idk why i suddenly cry
very funny
then jingyu also like wan cry
then after that i go talk to her
cos she like very guilty
after that jiu okay le (:
then after that alot of things luh
blahblahblah
then bridget talk to us
then i got gastrict pain liao
when teaching i hungry alrdy
cos nvr eat dinner
i like throw away the whole packet can?
then bridget affirm me lehh :D
in front of amazon!
then i shocked
then kejing also got affirm me lehh!! :D
so happy can!
then joan meet us
then go back room
lie down on the floor like gg die like that
cos gastrict pain until i like cnnt walk
then after that jingyu pei me go buy cup noodles
cos i dying liao
then no more chicken flavour de
then i cnnt eat cos i got sorethroat
then NICHOLAS gave me his lehh!
but he eat abit liao
so good sia!!
must thank him again some day (:
then after that megan gave me my camp challenge
then actually meeting weiting but she eating
then i and megan when to the room
then do qt
then went to lie down on the bed
i still waiting for weiting de lehh
then megan waiting fo jinjyue
but then we fall asleep
super funny
then weiting come my room
see me sleeping (:
cos super tired!
slept at 4plus
then morning woke up at 7 plus
then i go brush teeth all that liao
then i go straighthen my hair
then i see everybody sleep
then i and megan go back sleep
then woke up at 9plus
got headache.
then i very angry with myself lehh
cos i straighten my hair liao then i go sleep :$
then i striagthen for nth.
then went to eat breakfast
i eat a few mouth
then throw away
haha!
i see the food i headache
then play game
then do qt
then got the dk wat thing luh
need put our name de
then blahblahblah
then phototaking
then send megan to bus stop with jingyu
walke super far
talk to jingyu say alot of things
then pack up to leave
then went lot 1 to eat
but didnt eat though i hungry
very moody. dk why
like see everybody bu shuang like that :X
then went home
caroline cry cos she very tired
then go home
then i watch tv until sleep
ya lorh..
like that lorh
NORTH CAMP WAS SUPER DUPER FUN MANZXC!
but too bad it pass so quickly..
still sick now :C

2010-06-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

have been staying at home
for a very very long time liao
sadly, i'm still sick
but recovering le :D
*jingyuan! get well soon also!*
tmr gg nexus
finally gg out again
since sunday until now i've been at home lehh..
tmr gg out liao!!!! :D
tmr gg nexus!
saturday gg eat with parents !!
then maybe cnnt go svc :(
sunday is north camp liao :D :D :D
still thinking wat i wanna bring..
decide tmr ba!
megan coming back on sat :D
daddy bernard birthday this sat also!

2010-06-14T21:39:00.003+08:00

nth good happen today
nth go well today
idk why like that..
"where were u when i need u the most?!"
so confused, feelings all mixed up! D:
whats happening?!
how i hope that tmr will be so much better..
tmr having LG!
hope that i'll have fun..
hope that i will be happy tmr
~~hope that i can see him like last week~~
well not.. but if i really is able to see u.
i have lots and lots of things to tell u lehh
dk why alot of problems.
dk what to do.
if i can see u tmr then good :)
but if cant then its fine also.
just need someone to talk to.
these few days,
there's many things that breaks my heart
i shouldnt try to mend it back right?
should just leave it as it is right?
yupp. i should do that .
just keep it broken (:

*THANK YOU! JINGYUAN!*
*thanks for cheering me up*
*anw i just realised got someone same fate as me*
haha!
should end off here! (:

2010-06-14T01:12:00.002+08:00

chatting with jingyuan.
he in malaysia.
hope he faster come back
he dk why suddenly say
school reopen then come back
he tell me go fetch him
but i also dk he at malaysia where
then he tell me go causeway
but idk causeway at where also :X
still persuading him to come back tmr :D
haha!!
i just realised that
i need to tell him dun come back then he will come back de
i tell him liao
then he say okay. i come back jiu shi le .
haha! clever me! :D

2010-06-13T15:13:00.003+08:00

idk why
i'm craving for happy meal :C
really feel like eating happy meal leh :(
very hungry..
but nth to eat lehhhh...
lazy cook also..
i managed to sleep for more than 10hours last night :D
actually got tuition in the morning de
then very tired then changed it to at night :)
very happy lorh!
i've nvr sleep for 10 hours for so long liao eh
everytime sleep 5-6 hours nia.
for school days luh
must sleep more now (:
haish.. still tired lehh
plus very hungry :C

*SERIOUSLY!!I HATE PPL THAT KPKB!!*

2010-06-13T00:44:00.002+08:00

today!
went for svc..
then go eat..
then go interpersonal skills..
then go eat..
then go home..
i was late today!
need meet at 11 i reach at 11:30 like that :X
but jingyu ltr than me :P
haha! kejing waited for us (:
today, i did alot of reflections
and i told God that i'm really gonna stop wateva
i'm doing and go to him luh
i really pray that i can just keep focus on God
learnt many thing today
abit moody, have abit of moodswings todayy..
i must change to stop having moodswings
must have self-control :D
*i'm so proud of myself today!! dk why! :X*

2010-06-11T23:47:00.003+08:00

was chatting with!
SHEPHERD MEGAN TAN!
just now.
when i see her online
i damn freaking happy can!
then i chat with her
i tell her alot of things
really alot of things lehh
cos she not in Singapore then alot of things
i cant tell her.
i said it ''all'' just now
actually still got alot alot of things
i wanna share with her de
but she need to go liao..
when she tell me
"anyway sheep . i gtg le."
and she told me to
"take care and jiayou!"
and we stopped chatting at :11:29 11/6/2010
then i like wan cry liao lehh!
though i tell her alot of things liao
but then there's still more i wanna tell her..
haish!
SHEPHERD! I ♥ YOU MANZXC!
i'll just have to wait for another 8 more days for YOU! :(
MISS YOU,BABE!! :[

2010-06-11T17:37:00.002+08:00

haha!!
today whole day stay at home..
damn bored can!
haish :<
just now dk wat to do
then went to change my blog songs :D
just now chat with jingyuan
he very funny leh!
but he go malaysia liao
then monday then come back if i'm not wrong
very funny lorh.
he today go malaysia then he forget change malaysia $$
very blur hor!
then he keep on say i ahlian just now :<
he very stupid de lehh
talk to him can laugh till die de!:D
dk wat to write liao..

*I MISS MEGAN TAN!!!*

*Mr W! xie xie ni!! :D*

2010-06-10T13:22:00.003+08:00

ytd!!!
got the relationship dk wat course
my group very less ppl only lehh!
only 4 ppl ):
me , jin an , jing yu & yu qing only D:
alot of ppl cnnt go..
then after that went plaza sing to eat.
on the way there..
got me, yu qing , jing yu , yuqing
si chen , carolina , clarissa , sharlene
irina and pastor shirley! :D
hen irina and pastor shirley went home or went somewhere..
they didnt go eat with us
then after we finish eating
sharlene told us her love story
waah. it is like so so so sweet can!
then after that i went home ith carolina!!
haha! so very cute de lehh!
love her alot manzxc :D
next wednesday gg with her wor!!
haha!
actually today wanted to go out with jamie de
but i end up being sick :C
shhh!! dun tell my bernard daddy
if not he'll be angry with me again! :X
gonna stay home all day to rest.. :D
i this few days very happy lehh!!!
dk why :P
haha!

2010-06-09T00:05:00.004+08:00

i know another person that has the
same birthday as me :D
kenneth! (my xiaoxiao boyfren)
his birthday also on 8NOV same as me!
but he younger than me.. by 1 years old
he very cute de lehh..
some more we like the same colours
he like purple lehh!!! haha!!
so cool leh.
we like the same thing!
this is the good thing abt
knowing someone that has the same birthday as u!
its so cool manzxc!
next time can celebrate our birthday tgt.
me,kahmin and kenneth!! ;D
if 3 ppl celebrate birthday tgt sure will very fun de lehh!
haha! kenneth can be my didi lehh!
cos he younger than me..
he very sweet de lorh :D
very cute and adorable!!
waah he too cute liao luh
i think i'll fall for him!
HAHA! JUST JK! :d

*kenneth! if somehow u read this post dun be too touched okay? :X*
:PHAHA!!

2010-06-08T23:23:00.003+08:00

ytd and today
i had maths sup
didnt get to learn anything
cos i was day dreaming the whole day :X
if not then i'll be there staring blankly..
cher put me beside fecilia so that she can help me
but then when i ask her question she also like dun wan reply
then i also cnnt do anything..
caroline was place with yuqi
and caroline is n front of me
haha. i bet she also like me
dun understand wat cher teaching:D
:PHAHA!!
i'm so proud of myself lehh
i nvr spend any $$ on monday and tuesday
(which is today)
so happy can
i everytime cnnt save money de lehh
but then suddenly can!
hope that i can continue on:)
after that went northpoint..
but unfortunately
i saw Mr W..
though caroline tried to cover my eyes
so that i wont see him..
but i still did
the more i hide from him
the more i'll see him :C
ahhh!!! why like that?
last week when i was gg LG
i saw him also he took the same bus with me
make me until i wan cry sia.
then i faster look down
cos i dun wan him to see me.....
and i heard the clairinet today during maths sup
its like pouring salt over your wounds can.
then i tried not to listen.
and after awhile the clarinet sound gone liao
still rmb seeing him playing the clairinet last time..
haish.. dun wan think liao luh
whenever i think of it i jiu wan cry..
but i'm still happy that whenever i get to see him
he'll always be smiling or doing some weird weird stuffs
sometimes, i really regretted quitting band..

today
i had LG!
so fun can
the first game i won! and got prize (chocolate)
very nice can!
the second game i lose!then need do forefit
i and kejing lose :C
we do forefit need jump the stairs :C
so tiring can..
then jingyu and yuqing go run in the stadium
so funny can like 2 crazy ppl at there anyhow run.
and caroline this few days very cute lehh
she keep on do weird weird things then very funny
I LOVE HER MANZXC!!
CAROLINE!! WO AI NI HEN DUO HEN DUO! (noob chinese :X)

haish..
this few days keep on nvr ge enough sleep
then now got dark circles and eyebag :C
hahh.. hope it'll be gone soon..

tmr have school after that gg nexus for dk wat thing haha..
dk wat to write le

2010-06-05T23:32:00.004+08:00

today, got COMCARE!
woke up at 5:45am
left home at 6:40am
reached yishun mrt at 6:55am
woke up damn early today..
i normal school day also nvr so early wake up can!
haha. but its worth it de luh!!
today's comcare was fun
just that we somehow got dirty luh..
and the cleaning up part is very tiring!!!
but the painting part was so fun!
knew more ppl today :)
hmm.. i knew.
kok soon (hairspray!)
benedict(san zhu!):X
shawn (dk whether i spell correctly anot!)
jeremy(jialormee)
meiyi
iris
hmm.. still got others but i cant rmb for now!
actually, i was in cyril's group
but our group end splitting up
cos the house we're suppose to go
somehow the person nvr open the door
when we knock for so long..
then went to yongqing's group
need to clean the things, pack the things,
arrange the things, mop the floor,paint the walls and alot of things luh!
then i and caroline go take water then very heavy!
we both also cnnt carry the pail of water lorh!
lucky benedict help us :D
if not we sure die halfway de :X
and then he help out with the house we're cleaning also!
then he helped to uncloak the toilet thing also.
even though its dirty.
not like the jeremy
so lousy everything dk.. :PHAHA!
actually jeremy also got do alot of things luh!
haha!
i worse..
i do until very slow lorh!
then i scared to get dirty and alot things luh.
and i always hesitant awhile then start working de :X
then after that dk why got alot of ppl go help us..
then the house alot of ppl
then i ,jamie,hairspray and jeremy went out to slack
then jeremy got caught by yongqing then he need go help again!haha!
very fun lorh today!!
did alot of things that i've nvr done before de!
and i told kenneth that he has the same birthday as me!
he so cute can!! :P
its just so fun!! though tiring :D
i've enjoyed myself today!! :D
haha!!
today quarrel with bernard then he like very angry with me leh!
:C hahh.. nvm. i should heck care him :D
need go do tuition homework and my qt soon le :)

2010-06-04T11:25:00.003+08:00

i've done my devotions le :D
so happy!
i finally do it so early and on my own accord
not my shepherd or wat ask me to do C;
i will be having LG ltr on!
we will be baking cookies all that leh!
so fun! i cant wait liao!
i've always wante to bake things
but my house not oven , too bad for me.. :<
and i'm very sure that LG will be fun today!
hope that the cookies will turn up well not burnt!!
haha..
i think i go do my qt now..
blogg again next time :D
anw! tmr is com care!
then we will be painting walls all that
in old folks home (i think)
i not sure also lehh :$
hope that it will be fun tmr ;D

2010-06-03T13:37:00.002+08:00

ytd. i went for shepherding
& word for life C:
leant alot of things!!
haha!
after wfl, went to mac
with jingyu,caroline,wenhui and sichen
we eat happy meal :X then got the toy :$
then after that we waited for yuqing and megan
for their course to end.
then they went to eat.
after they finished eating,
we went to orchard central
then saw alot of things!feel like buying all of them ! :P
then went to urban write, got alot of cool things lehh.
but all like so ex de! :<
after that we went to the roof there. very high leh
then we at there talk for a very long time
then decided to go home,
walked until PS there to take mrt.
reach home at 10plus
then fasterr wash up, do qt, then went to sleep
and i nvr do devotion again :(

ltr on gg to meet elizabeth & maxiao!
did my devotions for day 1 & 2 le..
but haven do today de..
ltr when i come home then do ba :)
cos no time le. ltr need meet maxiao they all..
so now i need to rush off le..
anw tmr got LG then we gg to bake things!
haha! i cant wait for tmr! (:

haish! my shepherd gg china this sunday :<
then 20plus then come back :<
sure will miss her alot de!!

2010-06-01T16:00:00.003+08:00

finally! i'm here posting again :)
i was too lazy to on com
thats why didnt post for soo long..
i very pissed off leh!!
i just realised alot of ppl same birthday as me!!
:C
haish! not unique le :(
so bored can!!!
hmm..
i needa work this holiday!!
i need money! :(
if not i wont be able to go north camp!
hahh..
tmr got wfl..
anw i regretted gg for the history trip ytd
but nvm.. quite fun also.
and i saw 1 building still under construction
then there put 2B lehh!
my class :D haha!!
shall end off here..
idk wat else to write le :(

2010-05-23T02:02:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to herron!! (22may)
happy birthday yuqing!!! (23may)
happy birthday sichen!!! (23may)
happy birthday nathanie!!!(23may)

hahahahahahahahahah :D
today..
i went svc (late)
i woke up at 8:06 am
but then haven 8:30am
so i go back to sleep
cos the day before i slept quite late
then very tired..
and then when i wake up..
its 10:30am!!
then when i see the time i shocked..
but still didnt feel like waking up!
then faster text megan and anqi
then i very rush lorh
then i reach yishun mrt at 11:45 am
then we rushh there
with megan( she waited for me) , minli and haijing :)
they waited for me lehh..
and we're not that late for svc also!!! :D
thank God i didnt miss out anything!
after svc went crazy leg to play gamess( whole amazon)
then after that went to eat :)
then after that went to talk to anqi
then after that went j cube with them
then went p.s. with jamie and i eat again:X
then went back j cube
then went p.s. walk walk with jamie
walk for a very long time!
then went to dhoby green (i not sure how to spell) :X
then went to dk wat luh
after a lot of things
then i finally go home
went home with jamie :)
and i reached home at 11plus
hmm.. i'll stop here!!
i'll continue next time:D

2010-05-19T18:17:00.002+08:00

exams result
eng : passed :D
maths: failed D:
science: passed :D
mt: passed :D
geo: failed D:
art: passed :D

fail 2 subjects :C
:C my cough haven recover yet
dk whether i will cough blood anot..
tmr got shepherding :D
after that need go find kahmin :D
then friday got LG:)

2010-05-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

i got 41/60 for eng paper 1
and 72/100 for art which is so no use.
the rest haven get back..

today i cry in class
cos i see caroline very sad then i cnnt help her
then really got alot of things luh :(
tmr meeting anqi they all
gonna say out everything i bu shuang with!
i will help caroline de!!
if they dare scold her i sure scold them back
i cnnt stand them liao luh
qianwei!! u must be strong!!
ps i talking to myself, i siao
from now on!!
i promise that i will protect caroline
by all means!
I WILL DE!
i will prove u guys wrong!
we'll just wait and see

2010-05-16T12:25:00.002+08:00

exams over le :D
so happy!!
but the sad thing is that
i know that i'm gonna fail alot of subjects:C
haish... dk whether i still can go out during june hol.
i maybe gg work with jamie they all :D
anw i got back my maths paper...
and i failed :( i got 45/100
so angry...
then last friday got shepherding
then when walking around northpoint with megan
then walk alot of rounds can
then after that went to fellowship with brenda and emily :)
after that we saw anqi.
then went home with brenda :)

2010-05-11T17:10:00.002+08:00

didnt see him today
didnt really miss him
until now..
somehow i think i'm damn foolish
idk wats happening
idk wat i am doing..
wats the purpose of living uh?
i really dk lehh..
i just get upset again and again everyday
i just suddenly think of him and miss him
like everyday...
i think now bcome habit liao lorh
i cant help it.
can i dun like him le mah?
i've been asking myself countless times
and i know that i must not like him le
but then everytime i see him
then will like him again lorh..
idk why will like that..
can anyone pls tell me whats happening??? :C

2010-05-11T15:59:00.002+08:00

exam today is
english...
i thought it would be easy
but then when i see
the paper, its like so difficult
idk how to do alot alot lehh :(
then all anyhow do :X
went home straight after exam today
today i got a lot of sweets can
so happy..
wenting, kittinat, daojie and ryan
give me sweet :)
haha..
tmr got geo exam
haven study yet
sure fail..
die :(
how ltr got time study :)

2010-05-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

today
maths exam
dk how to do alot
19 marks gone:C
cant help it no time
plus idk how to do :B
then after that go home
reach home at around 1030
so early hor..
then blah blah blah
yuqing suddenly sms me
tell me he saw Mr W.
then at first i good mood de
then dk why bcome no happy le :C
i tried so hard to not look at
his class direction,
so that i wont see him
though i still long to see him
but dk why
everytime i see him
i will be happy for that
1 or 2 sec
but after that i'll be more upset
than before..
so ppl pls dun tell me
if u see him or wat.
it just spoil my day
cos i will think of alot of things
then i wont be able to concentrate.
but somehow
idk why just now at facebook
i go type his name
then go his profile
and stupidly i go like wat he likes..
and i see his profile
until i cry..
dk wat has happened to me..
STUPID ME!!!!!!!
i somehow hate myself alot..
and stupidly
for my sake of being happy
for that 1-2 sec
cos i miss him alot
i go text him
which i regretted it
but when i see him text back
i just cant dun reply him
but i tried to keep everything i say to be short
cos he studying didnt wan to disturb him.
but somehow he still can reply...
tmr having ENG exam
he having maths
this few days he should be quite happy ba
cos of sths..
i'm glad that he is happy (:
haha
anw tmr after exam i will
go home sleep ba.
didnt get enough sleep this few days..
HAHA

2010-05-10T22:16:00.001+08:00

sunday
i went out to eat
cos my sister's birthday
then after that go watch movie
then after that go eat dinner
then go home
ps i cut short.
cos if i really write need write alot
then i lazy :P

2010-05-08T11:42:00.002+08:00

ここだけ..私を残ししないでください
僕には君が必要なんだ。
私はあなたなしでは生きられない！
これは私のそばにいてください。
そこに私私は悲しいのさ
私に寄りかかって私の肩を貸した。
ここに私と一緒に
私はあなたと私の幸せを共有することができることができます。
そのは、私の完全な場合です
あなたなしで、私は死ぬだろう
その十分な私と一緒にあなたを有する。
私だけ傾けることを忘れているようだ
私は忘れてほしくない
回我々両方の共有
その時私たちが最初に会った
場所私達は話の最初
あなたの笑顔。
私はこれらすべてのしたくない
消えていく。
私はちょうどあなたを愛して...
私はちょうど、単独で....をしたい...

2010-05-08T00:15:00.002+08:00

seeing your smile,
my heart changed.
after so long,
my feelings somehow didnt changed.
whenever i see your smile,
i'll be smiling.
whenever i miss your smile,
i'll try picturing the times when we're tgt.
sometimes,
i'm afraid that you'll forget me
that you'll forget abt my existence
loving u is just so difficult
but i just cant let go..
though how hard i tried
the feeling just wont fade away
i can still rmb your back view clearly
very clearly...

haish i haven do my qt all that :(
still cant sleep
still got alot of things
i need to do

2010-05-07T13:01:00.002+08:00

got science test today..
didnt study.
then today saw the paper want faint liao
alot alot alot dk how to do.
my science paper result sure cui de
confirm get scolding le :c
haha..
hope can at least pass:X
and i left alot of blanks in my paper..
waah. i helping teacher save pen ink lehh
so good hor?
then mulitiple choice i anyhow do.
cos no mood do exam
section B that time i was stuck
section C worst i gave up
then i just scribble write alot of rubbish and crap
to fill up the paper.cos very empty mah. and
also i wan waste chenfan pen ink :PHAHA

after exam, headed home
headaches like hell can?
i wonder if i will die soon...
life is always so boring.

hahh..
idk if i can go svc tmr anot.
but i need to study for maths lehh
really need buck up..
teacger returned that time the class test
and i only got 7/25 for the stupid maths test
then last time i got 10/30.
my maths is just getting worse
cant seems to concentrate in class..
well, God save me pls?
its really hurting me
till i cant seem to get anything right :(

2010-05-06T11:45:00.002+08:00

today...
got mother tongue paper2
idk how to do.
anyhow scribble
then i think will just pass ba:(
then now at home
caroline at my house now
playing with my hair
i think i will loss alot of hair today:(
haha
ltr got shepherding
at 3 .no teaching today
and i haven bathe :X
gg bathe then go out study soon ba:)
i'll post again at night!! :D

2010-05-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

somehow. i found this very cute picture

jin is damn cute de can?

kame is the one reaching out for the hat

jin is the one sitting down

that picture is taken from lips album

got the very special thing

can spray water vapour de

that time they use it during the concert

damn cool can! :)

random...

2010-05-05T20:40:00.002+08:00

today...
school was boring
as usual...
daydreaming all day
not listening in class..
today whole day felt like sleeping can..
ytd slept at 1 plus
i still rmb ytd before i sleep.
is the so called kat-tun "comic"
on one of the fans blog
then the last part
junno say sth
then kame say u killed me with your lame
and the pic is like damn funny
kittinat kept disturbing me today
and darren also..
aiya.. alot ppl disturd me today lorh
byran they all..
damn funny lorh
byran kept saying i fa hua chi
then keep on do some weird actions:)
then kittinat keep on bluff me
then wan throw the bottle cap at me:(
blah blah blah
go khatib mac
then saw junkai kept saying wat to each other. :P
then went yuqing house
some how played with my fish
though its abit impossible to be playing with fish.
then yuqing keep on do funny funny things
and caroline kept playing the happy meal toy.
i wan one too! :D

tmr having shepherding
at 3.
tmr MT paper 2
i scare i fail sia
cos i lazy study.
gg do qt and telebuddy soon
:)

2010-05-05T00:20:00.005+08:00

kame look so old in the pic:(
shall find a nicer one tmr:)

i'm bored..
like damn bored..
then my sister told me abt the
kat-tun concert thingy!
so angry can!
cant go for kat-tun live tour
cos no money
the pen light.
the t-shirt
the file
the uchiwa
the photos
all that so ex can! :C
sadded..
dk must wait how many years then can go the concert
hmm..
maybe i should migrate to japan
then everytime can go see kat-tun concert
and can see my kame
he damn shuai can!!
cant imagine seeing kame, his father and his brother tgt
all almost the same face de. all look alike
should change the kame poster on my wall
to another poster also kame luh..
haha...
cant sleep:C

2010-05-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

today..
not in good mood..
school was so suckish!
hate it all the way!! D=
was just day dreaming from 9am-3pm
went northpoint with emily, caroline and cassandra!
then cas and caroline went to eat
i and emily at there sleep
cos very tired!!
then didnt get to eat lunch cos no money.
then very happy can
caroline and dk who blessed me sushi
eh.. wrong not sushi ! is bento!
thank god for them!!
really cheered me up alot!
in school this few days dk why byran keep on say
that i fa hua chi
that time i say before then he keep on say lehh
1 day say more then 5 times !
and its getting irritating
then byran got irritate brian.
damn funny laugh until my cheek very pain.
then just knew that youwei laugh very funny
when i see him laugh i will laugh lorh!
his laughter damn gay can!
cnnt stand him! :P
smsed bernard daddy today
in school. cos i was bored..
and Mr Cosgrove is damn good lehh!!
love him man!
haish.. but he might be leaving us soon:C
overheard
ruiteng and mr cosgrove conversation
RT: mr cosgrove why is the floor so slippery is it cos there's some kind of paint?
Mr Cosgrove:no.as u can see the floor isn't painted duh..
RT:then why is the floor so slippery?
forgot wat Mr Cosgrove said.. :X

then i go ask Mr Cosgrove
why RT ask u this type of stupid question uh?
then Mr Cosgrove say he asks me abt everything
eng question,maths questions,science question,geography question
almost evrything..
then he say maybe next time i should charge him $10
for every question he asks me. it can be paid through credit card or nets.
that way he wont talk so much.
haha..
very funny lorh..
if u can understand..

then i went to yuqing house see my fishy
then went home
reach home at around 7.20pm
and my brother buy for me bubble tea
for no reason.
dk why he suddenly so good..
haha! :X

haish.. exams are here alrdy :C
but still i've not yet studied
haha..
sure fail..
must buck up le
if not sure get scolding... :(
did my qt, telebuddy all that le
such a tiring day today:l
hmm.. should end off here ba..
need sing lullaby to my bernard daddy liao
if not ltr he cnnt sleep.. :PHAHA!
byebye!!

2010-05-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

cant sleep:(
misses ....
hahh..
dk wat to do now...
bored to death..
need a prayer urgently!
miss my fish
miss my bvlyn!
miss my kame!
miss my shepherd!

haha! yuqing!
thank u for the "certificate" ps. idk how spell
haha.. damn cute can
give me certificate cos i'm her friend
very sweet lorh!! :)
love ya!
see u tmr in school :P
bb:x

2010-05-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

today
went 18chef with yuqing & caroline!
then saw ritchell and rachel they studying
then i and caroline ate lunch
then study..
didnt really studied much
was laughing almost all the time
yuqing kept doing funny stuffs
after that around 5 plus gg to 6
we go walk walk at northpoint
then we go pet shop
then we go see fish
then yuqing wanted to buy fish
the fish so cute can
we bought it luh
with the air pump,tank,food
the fish so small
btw goldfish luh..
damn cute lorh
3 of the fish is mine
another 3 is caroline de
the four left is yuqing de
the fish now at yuqing house
keeping it at her house!
i miss my fish family:(
so jealous yuqing can see the fish all the time:(
she say my fish very stupid:(
:PHAHA!
tmr need return library book
got LG tmr..
need study tmr
exams coming le
haven started studying:(
must study tmr!!!
MUST!! if not sure fail de:x

gotta do my qt
though i did it in the morning
doing 2 qt today cool hor??
my shepherd wan copy me also!!
haha :X
damn happy today:D
not feeling as troubled as ytd
feeling alot better today:)
hope tmr will be fine..
hope my flu and sorethroat quickly recover:)
shall stop here..
cya tmr:B

2010-05-03T11:49:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging for
a long long long time..
exams are coming le :(
i haven started studying yet :(
sure fail liao luh :X
die!!!
ltr gg out study
with caroline, yuqing & jinghui
hahhh....
so boredD:
tmr got school again
hate school..

today woke up early
around 9plus
then go do my qt
then now using com
awhile more gg out study le
hope i can really study....

2010-04-18T14:14:00.002+08:00

ytd..
didnt go for svc
waited at home until megan end school
waited until 3plus then end
meet at khatib mrt at 4:10
went j cube to meet yuqing
megan went nexus for shepherds meet
went plaza sing with yuqing
ate at long john sliver
then went back jcube
at first wanted to go shaw house
cause i wanted to buy brandon's sour candy floss
damn nice can!
MUST buy next week:)
then took neoprint with
yuqing,kejing and emily
then elton, zhishen they all suddenly come
then dk who shout
then i, yuqing,kejing & emily
all shout....
so scary lorh
we still thought is who
like kidnappers like that
damn scary. stupid guys...
then waited for megan they all to end shepherds meet.
then anqi they all know we with guys
then she very angry
then blahblahblah
she very sad then she cry
then caroline,brenda,jingjyue,ritchell and kejing all go hug her..
they prayed for her.
wanted to go forward to pei her also
but alot of pl with her liao
she i just stand there see her cry lorh.
yuqing still at there say she regretted that
after restructuring anqi is still her shepherd.
why cant she just understand her shepherd??
anqi choose to keep her, caroline they all
and decided to give me and bvlyn away
to other ppl..
does she knows how that feels??
very sad de lehh..
i've been her sheep for abt 7 months lehh
then now she put me with megan
though i didnt like it..
very hurting can
see anqi so sad..
caroline they all can be with her lehh
but i cant lehh..
ytd i see caroline hug her
i like wan cry liao lorh
but of cause i held on to it luh
then went home with yuqing & kejing
didnt talked to them on the way home..
i just do my own things..
then took bus home
cried on the bus.
didnt do qt and telebuddy last night
was tired and very troubled
cried last night again
same as last week
i seem to be so useless..
cant get anything right...
hahh...
hope that the ice-cream darren and youwei
will be buying for me tmr
will cheer me up ba..

God, strengthen me please?
at least give me the strength to continue living...

2010-04-17T12:02:00.002+08:00

thursday...
school is school lorh
during lesson i was doing my maths homework
then idk how to do
then byran offered help
to help me with maths
then after that he need take
er hu test so cant teach me
then i went to ask nicholas teach me
then he keep on say i stupid:(
then i dun care him
i go ask darren teach me
he also say i stupid
then i very angry
then i dun wan do homework liao
then i at there emo
so angry can?? they all say me stupid:(
went MPH
then jiayi reminded me of the place
where i was with him that time
when we first sat tgt
when we first talk
where we first argued
since that time...
i've fall for u
there's where i first know him..
thats when ..
when i am closest to u..
after that didnt get to talk to u much
cos u were too busy
being with other girls?
doing your own stuff?
idk..
then got ipw..
i at there emo
thinking of alot of things
the memories i had with u
though there arent alot of memories i had with u
but... but i still love u..
idk why..
still rmb that it was u who was the one
who cheered me up when i'm down
still rmb that time i tell u to come my class
find me
then in the end i ignored u
then u dk wat to do..
then another time i tell u to find me
then u were waiting outside my class
then i saw u but idk wat to talk to u abt
then i walked away with my fren
i still rmb all those
but do u still rmb them??
after that went to northpoint

with yuqing,caroline & jinghui
i got shepherding at 4.30 with megan!
yuqing got shepherding with anqi
caroline actually got shepherding with jinghui
but then jinghui got sth on..
went to eat with megan
then she was telling me abt her
sec and pri school stuffs..
its like so funny lorh
she so cute sia!!
shepherd ! i (heart) u
after we eat we went around northpoint
walking aimlessly
then megan saw her fren
1 guy. he sec1 only then is like so tall?!
should be got 1.8 plus / 1.9
damn tall can?
wanted to head home
but then it started raining very heavily
so we continue walking aimlessly..
went home at 6 i think...
waited for bus for quite long
then the bus is damn cold lorh
walked in the rain..
then reached home very wet..

friday...
school quite fun lah
at first wanted to go vivo with yuqing
but end up didnt go
yuqing went vivo with caroline
i go home
i reach home is like 2plus
so early lorh..
then was very bored
then blahblahblah ...

2010-04-11T13:21:00.003+08:00

got a new shepherd
(MEGAN)
haha..
still dun really know her well..
hope to spend more time with her luh
hope i get to knoe her more lor..
though i really dun like this restructuring
but then also cnnt do anything
then be it lorh
heck luh...

ppl please dun irritate me these days
cos i get pissed off very easily.
so just leave me alone..

cried for 2hours plus last night
then today my eyes swollen
i've been thinking last night
why anqi have to give me away?
cos she dun love me as much??
hahh.. doesn't really matters alrdy..
didnt wan to change shepherd..
is it that i've made a wrong choice gg back there??
seriously idk:(
really hope to get out of this suckish life! D:

2010-04-10T19:01:00.002+08:00

dk why..
suddenly felt sad..
then dk why
even Mr W cant cheer me up...
why like this??
hahhh...
hope to be normal again tmr...
hope to regain my smile tmr..
but for now..
i seriously dk wat to do
& dk wat i can do..
i'm freaking bored now
ppl , pls entertain me can ?!

nth seems to go right today:(
everything is gg upside down:(
dk why become like this
seriously hate wat i am now..

2010-04-09T20:55:00.002+08:00

i've been thinking
just now...
why did i named him Mr W??
idk lehh
why i named him Mr W uh??
nvm..
but after all it sounds nice
and i just realised that
from Mr A-Mr Z
if ppl copy me to name after the MR _
it wont sound as nice..
Mr W sounds the nicest lorh
haha.. i so clever sia
name him a very nice name:)
very happy with myself:D
actually Mr W
has 2 meanings
1 of the meaning its that it consisted the letters in his name
*if u dk who, too bad for u * :P
but for this most of the ppl guessed it correctly
also dk how they find out lorh..
the 2nd meaning is that
cos Mr W is quite weird
so i called him Mr Weirdo..
haha
STUPID STALKER Mr W!
thinking abt u again.. :)
thinking abt u everyday
be it rain or shine
,cloudy, windy or wateva..
still will think of u:)
still misses u!!
{ILY<3}

2010-04-09T17:28:00.024+08:00

ytd went eunice house..

wanted to do project

but ended up playing:)

then was very bored..

so took some pictures....

with caroline: stupid lime...

haha...

i love stupid-lime

stupid girl loves stupid lime

2010-04-06T00:44:00.002+08:00

currently still doing my homework

alot lehh

do until i can die...

i think i no need to sleep liao luh...

sian sia

still got eng, geo and maths

need hand up eng and geo by tmr

geo got alot alot idk how to do

so i dun think i will be doing

but then english must do if not Mr cosgrove

sure scold de...

i can predict sure very less ppl do de

gonna be guai alrdy..

gotta start studying hard liao..

need do homework..

no more day dreaming liao..

need wake up tmr at 7plus

dk can wake up anot...

hahh...

just hope that i can finish doing my

homework before 3am.

must try finish my maths homework also

it has been ages since i had done my maths homework..

so now got 1 big stack of maths homework need to do :(

hahhh.. i'll just try do as much as i can ba..

bb:)

2010-04-03T09:11:00.002+08:00

ytd.
went marina barrage
for north outing....
woke up late woke up at 7:35
but need reach yishun mrt at 8:00
then blahblahblah
took mrt to marina bay
then took shuttle bus to marina barrage
reach there is like damn hot lorh...
then blahblahblah.
went with brenda, sichen, kahmin and emily
to play water (play awhile only then went back)
to the damn hot place...
to eat...
after eating went back to play water
but now got more ppl went to play also
at first i'm not that wet then anqi and emily
carry me then make me wet( very wet!)
then went wih bernice to sit and play water lorh...
then blahblahblah
after playing for a long time
then went to wash up...
then after that went to just acia to eat
then went to take neoprint at zone x
then went to see ppl play bb
(on the way there saw nicholas,elton and zhishen)
then went home at 8 plus.

2010-03-29T19:58:00.005+08:00

today school was damn boring:(
no entertainment....
my class today damn noisy
all the teacher cnnt stand us lorh
far too noisy liao
dk why they today so hyper :X
wasnt listening in class again..
was daydreaming and emo-ing
didnt feel like talking...
so i some how just ignore ppl
when they talk to me
but not to everyone lahh
then today almost everyone in class was talking lorh
then like i'm the only one sitting there doing my own thing quietly lorh!
dk why i dun feel like gg to school any more..
can i just stay home and sleep and not go to school?
totally lost interest in studying lorh:(

its so hard living this life...
can i not fall for anyone le mah??
really very hard to like ppl leh
really very confused now...
idk wat to do and wat i can do
really uber confused now..
seriously.. idk why i'm crying again
just cant control my tears le
can no longer differentiate right and wrong
can no longer differentiate like and love
can no longer differentiate.......
since when i've become like this???
cant seem to stop crying...
why am i like this??......
can anyone give me an answer..

can i just have some painkillers to stop my heart from aching?
can painkillers cure me??
can it stop the pain??
how to stop the hurting feeling??
will putting a strong front help??
really run out of solutions liao...
BUT FOR NOW CAN I JUST HAVE SOME PAINKILLERS??
heart aches till i can feel it both emotionally
and physically...
its really hard for me to breathe and continue living this suckish life

2010-03-28T14:12:00.002+08:00

woke up at 7plus today
then fell asleep again
then wake up at 12 plus
still sick :(
still having flu
still having headache
still having sorethroat
still having cough

still tired...
still haven do my homework
still dk wat to do
still dk wat i can do to cheer him up
still dk why we become like this
still thinking...
seriously dk wat to do now...

2010-03-27T14:18:00.003+08:00

today..
woke up at 6plus
cos got CIP today
then i left home at 7:20
though thats the time we need to reach
then i reach there abt 7:35
i was not late lehh
is like still so many ppl haven come:)
then blahblahblah
my sorethroat is getting worse
then go for amazing race with my group
:wenting,me,ghim teng, jiayi,brandon,lowis,khairul & haikel
the amazing race damn tiring lorh
can die...
then now i got headache, sorethroat and flu :(
so sian lorh.. sick again!
the first station we went was at naval bas sec
then we need use mouth take sweet from a plate of flour
then is like wth.. I last person eh
then the sweet all inside the flour how to take sia
but then khairul help me find the sweet luh:)
then blahblahblah
got 1 game need kick the soccer ball de
then need turn 8 rounds ten can kick the ball lehh
then i very giddy lorh..
like wan fall down lehh.
another game is ppl need do action
then need guess
and only 1 person can guess
then the stupid lowis go tell me to guess
then they act until dk like wat??
but then khairul's acting skill damn good
then i managed to guess almost all:)
still got alot of games luh..
but cant rmb all of them:P
so tired again
sian.. still got alot of homework need to do:(
gg to sleep first :) *yawn*

~~sigh.... you're popping up in my mind again~~ :(

2010-03-26T17:36:00.003+08:00

today...
school wasnt fun at all
seems to be so dull today
especially for me & caroline
its the 1st day
: not smsing guys, talking to them etc
cnnt do alot of things
sad lorh.
today not F&N practical i made a mistake
is on 9 april:(
didnt saw him today:(
today whole day like very empty de
then very moody
ppl talk to me i bu shuang
then keep on ignore ppl
and that lowis damn irritating
i say i dun wan talk to him liao
then in class still keep on make meD:
didnt pay attention in class today
daydreaming for the whole day
didnt learn anything
and maths getting more and more
difficult..
then alot alot of maths homework
idk how to do and dun intend to do..
didnt laugh much today...

after school
went northpoint to eat
then go walk walk
then cassandra left her phone in the toilet
then when we go back her phone not there liao
other ppl take le..
then blahblahblah
then go home liao..
tmr got cip until 2plus
after that gg 2nd service:)
ya lorh..
aiya.. idk wat to write liao lah
plus no mood to write:(
bb

2010-03-25T22:26:00.003+08:00

today went school almost late
almost forget to bring p.e
almost forget to bring tie
alot of things forget to bring...
haha..
chat with caroline again during lunch
saw him today at sports hall
when i gg back to class, saw him at the link way
and during assembly:)
then IPW damn sian
got back ca1 results
only fail 1 subject which is maths
and got 76 for F&N
dk how i pass lorh..
nvr even study.. haha
then went to starbucks to meet ppl
then go outreach.
went to AI with anqi cos bvlyn got cca
so only i and anqi lorh
very pissed off lorh..
cos we were walking at the path then very heavy rain mah
then beside us is bus stop
then when the bus gg to stop then
dk why the person drive very fast then beside the road got
puddles of water
then when the bus pass by
then i and anqi get wet
very wet
the outreach today was not really fruitful:(
then after that we go yishun stadium
for LG.
then on the way there when we were in bus
dk why the bus suddenly brake
then i and anqi fall down lehh..
then only both of us fell down
even though we were sitting
dk how we fall also and only the two of us fell
then very ps lorh..
then reach yishun stadium
anqi told us cnnt sms , chat in msn , talk too much etc with guys
for 1 week:(
sian lorh!
then saw him running at the stadium:)
then after that went home
anqi pei me go bus stop..
ya lorh.. like that lorh..
haha
tmr having F&N practical
and idk how to cook.. dk wat to do sia:(
can i just call my partner to help me cook??
hahh... nvm ba.. just anyhow cook lorh:)

gg to do qt soon le:)

2010-03-24T21:33:00.003+08:00

today was late for school
i woke up at 6:55am
sure late liao even if i do my things quickly
and then this morning i have milo for breakfast
then cos late for school luh mah
so i faster drink then left for school
then feel like vomitting lorh..
drink too much milo le:(
then go to school then saw kittinat
i guess he woke up late also.. haha
then blahblahblah
ate during recess
then had sweet talk with caroline
abt some stuffs
really sad lorh!!
really damn sad..
almost cried but of cos i held on to it luh..
but then really last time Mr W was damn good.
then caroline told me alot also..
then i very sad luh..
but then she told me i should just forget him
cos he dun like me also mah..
so shouldnt keep waiting
and its bcos of him that i'll lose my smile
so now really determined to forget abt him
but still will stay in contact with him luh
but as frens only lah..
then after school went to take bus to northpoint
to meet anqi for sheep outing
then while in the bus didnt balanced well then
almost almost fell
luckily behind me got one 3a guy then
he some how gave me a little support so i didnt fall lah
then i think i did step until him then i faster say sorry to him
lucky he nvr angry luh:)
then went to starbucks to wait for anqi
then my sister was behind me eh..
shocked idk whether she got see me anot
then went to amk
to take neoprint
then end up very nice:)
haha
then after that went mos burger to eat
then went to amk mrt station to take train back to yishun
then my ez-link card no money plus i no more money left liao!
then cant top-up
i was like OMG no need go home liao
then yuqing and caroline go the counter tell the ppl
then the ppl take my card then dk do wat and
gave me 1 form i think its some kind of free ride
haha:) so lucky
then after i managed to get in
then got 1 weird weird guy came and say
'my fren wan your no.' then the guy that want very ps dun dare look at me
haha.. so scary lorh.. caroline still tot the guy my fren
then i just ignore them.. then we faster go take mrt
luckily they didnt pester us if not idk wat to do liao:)
and of cos didnt gave my number to them lah
they pai kia so scary.. today damn unlucky!
haha
then went to 18 chef damn fun!
elton very funny..
1 part is yuqing suddenly go quite close to elton
she wanted to hear wat song he is listening to i guess
then elton tot she wan kiss him
then his face damn funny
i and caroline laugh like hell
and that very bad nicholas chia go hit my head when he leaving
stupid right.. wan make me shorter uh!!
then on the way home waiting for bus and when i'm in bus
got 1 couple quarrel...
the gf angry dk why then the bf talk to her she like dun care
dk why like that also.
haha..
yupp. i guess thats all for today:)
byebye
gonna call my telebuddy luh
doing qt soon also:D

2010-03-23T14:35:00.004+08:00

e-learning ended at 1.30!
haha!!!
chat with .... and anqi
just now in msn luh..
haha.. chat with .... can die de lorh
keep on saying HAHA..
took some time to make ....stop it.
.... LIAR! haha...
always bluff me de..
i wonder if bluffing me is ....'s hobby?
.... didnt really entertain me
like how .... did the other days.
dk wat happen to .... liao.
changed le ba:)
.... didnt really did e-learning also.
i asked .... if nvr do e-learning cher will scold anot?
.... tell me just dun care cher luh
(i think should be sth like that , forget liao :X)
.... become bad liao!
tell .... that .. become bad liao then he still at there put :)
siao hor??
can't stand .... .
stupid, bad , liar .... !!
haha:)
if .... saw this post..
i think .... will be laughing like this > :D
opps! dun kill me if u see this alrights *laugh* :X

2010-03-23T09:49:00.002+08:00

currently doing e-learning
but didnt do much
kept chatting(:
haha...
e-learning day damn sian lorh
and plus idk do what...
sianzzz..
i now very hungry lehh
cos i haven eat :(
this morning sms-ed him
and chat with him in msn:)
hahh..damn bored now
feel like sleeping lehh
still so sleepy de..
tonight calling my
telebuddy again...

~~didnt chat with him again~~
~~though i saw him online~~
~~took alot of time to not think of him~~
~~wanted to chat with him..~~
~~but if i chat will him, i'll just fall deeper~~
~~so i just tried to bear with it~~
~~really gonna strike u off my life~~

2010-03-22T16:14:00.005+08:00

today got school..
hate it!
hahh.. gotta wake up early
wasnt really fun today...
got stomach cramp for the whole day:(
feel so weak today...
so tired..
cassandra made me laugh alot today:)
keep saying abt the helmet thingy
laugh till i cnnt walk..
somemore that time climbing stairs
almost fell :X
haha
got 35/50 for science
so happy lehh...
cos i wasnt paying attention
during sci lesson plus all the homework
idk how to do then all copy from my fren
yet i still can pass! haha :D
then during lunch...
i was sitting at sports hall with caroline
very tired lorh that time
then i went to lean on the wall for support..
chat abt alot of things during lunch time
caroline told me alot of things too:)
i love u! caroline:)
then blahblahblah
tmr e-learning day..
ytd.
went grandmother house
played with my small cousin
she damn cute sia!!
at first dk why she very moody de
then she didnt want to talk
then gave her ice-cream to eat
then she become happy liao..
she eat the ice-cream until the
whole mouth and her nose got chocolate..
damn cute!!haha:)

ltr on will be calling up my teletubby(telebuddy)
but i like to call it teletubby lehh. sounds nicer.
dk when i will do S.O.W with bvlyn dk when will she be free
anw bvlyn is my telebuddy:)
haha!!
I LOVE BVLYN (TELETUBBY) :D

~~moved by HIM again..~~
~~can i not get to see him!~~
~~can i not get moved by him again and again~~
~~can i not long to be able to see him?~~
~~can i just forget him?~~
~~please? its really hurting & bothering me!~~
~~sadded sia these days~~
~~get out of my life pls?~~
~~just do this for me alrights?~~

2010-03-20T12:53:00.002+08:00

had i really great day ytd!!
went out with
: jiahui,elizabeth & desmond
went bugis (again)
haha we went to seoul garden to eat
then very fun...
didnt eat much, dun feel hungry
blahblahblah
desmond kept complaining!!
then after eating
went to take neoprint again!!
then the picture all end up damn nice
other than the ice-ream de & the 4 column de
the rest all very nice :)
got 1 photo like family picture lorh
haha..
most pleased with the picture taken with them!!
then after that we walk walk liao
then we went to elizabeth's house.
then on the way to her house
when we in mrt
he sms me!
haha
so happy lehh.
missed him alot lorh.
then went elizabeth house to chat
then chat until half way
jonathan go open the door..
then i & elizabeth saw him
but jiahui didnt saw
then she shout lehh
then i laugh at her
she like tot is ghost leh
sibei funny lorh!
then elizabeth cry
cos of some things
hope she will be able to forget the someone soon ba
reach home around 9
then chat with him:)
blahblahblah...
today woke up still very tired eh..
idk why
dun really feel well today..
keep feel on like sleeping
Zzz...
sian sia. nth to do!
nvm shall end off here!

2010-03-19T10:44:00.004+08:00

hahh...
today arr
should be a tiring day ba:(
ltr gg out with jiahui and elizabeth..
to bugis (again)
taking neoprints(again)
gg shopping (again)
then around 3 plus gotta leave bugis
then rush to yishun for LIFEGROUP!
then after lifegroup around 6?!
then need rush back to bugis pei my frens..
idk whether i should go LG anot..
only meeting my frens around 1-2
cos jiahui got CCA
so we cant go out in the morning:(
now having flu and a little bit headache
sian sia....
damn bored now....
~~misses him lehh:(~~
~~he's gonna sms me today right??~~
~~hope he wont be too tired....~~
~~wondering wat will he be doing now...~~

2010-03-18T10:50:00.010+08:00

sorry for not posting for 1 day..
haha
well i'll start posting abt tue then wed then today:B

tuesday
went amk to eat,shop,take neoprint
haha.. damn fun :D
i love jiahui! zorine! shuhui!
hope u guys have great time too:)
left amk at 6plus..
send shuhui home after that
then me, zorine and jiahui
sit at void deck talk till 7plus
gg to 8 then we went home =)

wednesday
woke up early at 6plus to sms him :)
cos he got cca then cant sms from
7.30-5.30 plus thursday and friday
he got camp so...
shouldnt waste anytime to do other things....
then blahblahblahblah..
went to amk dk where to reborn hair
sit there damn long 4 hour plus.
missing him also...
then went to novena to order cake for
my brother's birthday this sunday.
then went home..
reach home awhile then he sms me le :)
his cca end liao. haha so happy..
then chat with him until 8plus
then dk why i fall asleep
then woke up again at 10plus.
chat with him till 11plus
then we both went to sleep..
so sad:( cant sms me on thursday and friday
must wait till his camp end le then he can sms me..
sure miss him lots de:(
hope he misses me as much:)

today!
didnt managed to wake up at 5 plus to sms him
stupid me!! so angry at myself!
only woke up at 7plus then his camp
starting liao so we didnt sms much:(
hope faster friday then his camp end..
so he will be able to sms me :D
is starting to miss him alrdy..
not gg out today.
cos parents dun let..
sian. need whole day stay at home :(
cant go for church thingy..
anw: i now look ugly after i rebonded my hair
haha:)

*i love u!**i miss u!*

2010-03-16T09:50:00.003+08:00

woke up early today
at abt 9?!
damn tired now having
gastric pain..
sian lorh.
sorry christian i fall asleep ytd.
then didnt managed to chat with u much..
sorry uh! didnt pei u talk..
idk if u will get to see this post anot..
yupp! and from now onwards..
no more Mr W will be mentioned in my blog
i've gotta ~~strike~~ him off :)
so ppl dun mention abt him okays
i'm so not gonna sms him
so not gonna chat with him in msn
so not gonna check on his facebook
so not gonna see his blog
for the time being luh.
idk i can hang on how long
but i'm gonna try..
no more crying for him.
no more dreamin of him
no more thinking abt him.
blahblahblah...
damn bored...
pls entertain me..
ltr gg out again..
though head still aches and now got gastrict
i guess ltr gotta take medicine
though i hate it
its the only way to get well...
hmm.. do the doctors sell medicine
that can stop me thinking of him
as well as forgetting him??
should me no ba...
hahh.. nvm
i think 1 day i should invent
this kind of medicine:D
~~i'll strike him off my life~~

2010-03-15T21:56:00.002+08:00

today...
woke up at 8plus..
then went to bathe at 9.
cos needa meet eunice & ebelle
at 1145 & caroline and cas at 1200
then caroline and cas was late
then blahblahblah
reached bugis then went to eat
then it rain.
then after that go take neoprint..
very fast the timing
then we keep on rushing
took neoprint in two diff machines
saw jingyi and jingqi both so chio lorh.
actually taking from 3 diff machines
but then the machine spoil
then the ppl accuse us
that we make spoil.
then we very pissed off
then didnt take
then we went to bugis street
wanted to buy fake eyelashes and ribbon
but christian advice me not to do so
so i didnt buy.
bought 2 ribbons with rubber attach to it
(not rubber band just some kind of band used to tie hair de)
then one is pink another one is black & white checkered.
caroline bought me 2 pairs of earrings
1 is like ribbon de the other one is button?
aiya dk how to say luh...
then after that went to yishun safra..
then blahblahblah
then go home.. so worried for ebelle
cos she went home alone
then need walk very far
need walk one path that like no ppl walk de
but luckily she reached home safely.
now damn bored..
hahh..
tmr gg out with pri school frens
cant wait to see them:)
cant wait to see justin
dk how tall he is now :X
tmr will be taking neoprints again...
i wonder wat Mr W will be doing now..
why he nvr online de...
feel like smsing him eh..
dk if i should anot...
i think he should be quite busy also
got alot of cca activities all that ba..
hope to chat with him soon... :D
~~will he even get to see my blog , will he know that i've not given up on him?~~

2010-03-14T17:13:00.002+08:00

OMG!
so fast march holiday liao!!
tmr onwards will be very busy:(
gg out all day long
after holidays sure broke de!! D=
sian lorh...
how sia
need go out with frens
plus got church stuffs?!
no time revise work liao...
currently having a headache
cos dk should go out with who
hahh..
i need do so so so many things
during this 1 week holiday ehh
1 week not enough!!!
i wan more holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wont be able to see Mr W
until schol reopen...
sianzzz
only can see his photos
in facebook to
stay alive....
didnt talk much with him today in msn
cos i didnt knoe wat to talk abt
plus he so fast offline!!
so pissed off!!
STUPID Mr W!!!
better not let me see u
ever again
if not i sure scold u de
haha
no lah.. wont
by then when i see him
sure damn happy wont angry liao :x
looking forward to gg out with frens
during the holidays....
gotta keep myself busy
so that i wont be missing him
~~idk if i still love u as much Mr W~~

2010-03-14T12:26:00.003+08:00

ytd....
went for svc...
then after svc got north event!!!
I LOVE APACHES!!!!
waah .
then is like damn fun!!!
but its just that u walk till your leg aches
then at mount faber saw denise (2c)
is like waah so chio lor
then at there got games all that
so fun then keep walk here walk there
then the stupid nicholas go scare me
he tell me to help him take his camera
then u fake that he drop it when i was abt to go and take it
then i shout
then so ps...
but really had a great time..
haha
i think i shall end off here
and i haven eat anything since ytd
afternoon...
and my lunch was just a
cheeseburger
so now damn hungry..
hope i've lost weight...
haha

2010-03-12T18:41:00.019+08:00

i love caroline (stupid lime girlfren!)!!!

i love eunice (u nice)!!!

2010-03-12T18:25:00.002+08:00

sorry for not posting during wed & thu
cos i was busy wuth some stuffs...

wednesday
had IT course &
pubic speaking course
which ends at 3.
then after that went to meet
yuqing and jinghui
then me,caroline,yuqing,jinghui
took cab from school to
republic poly for meeting.
for the saturday's north event!!!!
then left there at 7 plus gonna 8.
but over-all!
it was damn fun!!
laugh till stomach pain
especially for the elton and the nicholas
and the picture of nicholas!!!:)

thursday
i had IT course
the google apps course
then public speaking ends at 3??
then went khatib mrt to me
the apaches
then went for lifegroup at
yishun stadium!!
LG was fun ytd!!!
but very pissed off
cos of the forefit
i ended up
having tomato sauce mixed with mayo on my face
some on my shoes cos of kok soon
then toothpaste on my leg and socks and shoes!!
but its fun!!!
lets do that again!!!

today!!
got public speaking for the whole day
then went to kfc to eat
then went walking around at northpoint
then also took some photos with caroline an eunice=)
haha
and i'm home alrdy :B